its funny as hell cause you see, I thought I was inlove but I was just carried away by the good things he did. And that’s just an inception because I also thought he’s inlove with me but knowing that he just treat me like another ordinary friend isn’t ordinary and that made me have those inarticulate status. Because reminiscing about what he said .. “you’re just my friend” is a bullshit for me. A kiss on the lip, a long tight hug, those i love you things are just a badge for him that we, both are just friends Hahahahah In short, he’s a noob
like seriously, this whole bazaarow christmas vacation isn’t as vacation as I expected. My whole sleep schedule that I made didn’t even poof during this awkward moments between Christmas and New year week and seriously to be honest, I do have this erractic sleep schedule where I sleep during dawn then wake up ~late in the afternoon. It’s like having a jetlag at my own country or even having those hangover without even having a party lmao You know what I’m sayin? Geez, now it’s Jan 4.. tomorrow, January 5 is the schedule where my ass won’t be sitting at my computer chair no more but in that fcking student’s chair and those creepy seat plans that my adviser made. Back to normal.. same whole shit cycle where I woke up > Dress up > Go to school > study > shit study > boring class > recess > study > ew study > blahh aint gonna study > lunch > study > shit > study > *i hate this teacher > study > dismissal > go home > sleep > le fcking study again > quiz tomorrow > FML. Geez, now christmas vacation is over.. WHERE’S SUMMER?
Having those uhsome moments during betimes with you and your partner makes it more blithesome. I have so many words and thoughts when it comes to relationships but I would be a noob to tell you all that I didn’t even enter into a single serious relationship I’m a singlephile well I guess, God designed me to be alone bahaha but as a seventeen year old blogger and a very well cute daughter of my parents I really do want to enter.. Like me plus my imaginary dream boy *cohere. That would be awesome. Starting in a single HI of a colloquy chat in facebook; but before that, lemme tell you wants in my mind about my types and standards when it comes to guys vahahahha well first, all of us girls want to have a boyfriend with a comely face and a comical personality and that’s a big check at my list. Second, I want a guy who’s complacence with me. And the third one.. I’ll give him my heart, so I want a guy who’s really good at taking care of someone’s heart. Then probably, if I find this guyy.. Hahaha